Referring to my title,I felt that sometimes reality doesn't look nice or even real.I hope I was right about this.It is not a good deal when you need to face some of real matter to be a reality thing.I don't want this to be happen but somehow it is a true thing that yet will be happen sooner or later.Hmm,kindly please don't happen yet.I'm not ready and when I think about it,it makes me feel down and scared of what might happen to him.I love my dad,I really do.He's one and only father I have.Thinking about what will happen next I'm completely not ready for this.Dear Allah,please take a good care of him I don't want to lose him.I bet my mom feel the same one but when people said "Terima je la,sabar" I cannot deal with it.Tell me now,is there anyone that could be patient and accept when you are surely confirm that your parents are in well health situation and doctor told you that he only had 31% chances of heart function? Anyone? I bet no one could take that!I'm not good in controlling my temper but I love both my parents.They are everything.Love you guys a lot. :(
P/s : One more thing,dear family,the reason why I refused to stay far away from my family is that I don't want to be apart with my dad.I don't want that to be happen now.
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