Active Student!Mara is here! :)

Okay,first of all I praise Allah for the rezeki that I had now and after.Alhamdulillah,syukran ya Allah!After a while waiting,cursing Mara the Loan finally the money is here!Thanks to Allah and Alhamdulillah.Yes,I admit I praise Allah when I think I need to but it shouldn't be that way right? I'm thank Allah for the loan. And yes I owe another loan about RM9k and woshh I need to pay that on my own!Alhamdulillah,I paid my dad's money back and spend half of the money for family and myself. Well,this is your opportunity to help yourself on finance I guess.And yes!I spend half of the money on my saving account!For the future,I believer that we need to have plan for the future or else you might stuck there forever.Hmm,I've realize that money is not everything but money can make you and yourself overdose.Trust me.Well,this loan is for studies and I will keep reminding me,my friends and lovely cousin "Mighaaaa!!!" that this money is for studies and not for fun stuff.InsyaAllah,amin.Hope that everyone will get their rewards before semester break.Everyone in pressure though waiting for the money.Waiting is tiring but if you keep waiting it could be more than worth it. Okay,that's too strong!.If Allah say yes then there will be your rezeki.Amin. :)

I've been cheated before.

Yes,I've been cheated before.I've been cheated so many times.Well,F to that anyway and this is not right at all.I hate those people who makes it look nice for me but in the end things turn like damn shit.I hate people that used their words to make me be with them and stay.I don't like that,I don't enjoy that!Dude,if you really wants me,so do the math.You really need  to count every single thing and make it real for me.I don't find it fun if you hurt me and cheat on me.Not a good thing to do.Ain't cool liddat.That's a shit.

Morning world.

Crap,class being postponed and I was at the college like damn early!Okay,no need to be so freak out anyway.Well,happy friday everyone!Good morning everyone!Glad we already in the weekend,woot woot.Hehehe,I'm so happy with my report done by the time and things have been settle before the revision week.Well,I have lotsa lotsa presentation to be done!I wish the presentation turns out to be good and smoothly. Hmm,so scared. So people all over the world, tell me how not to nervous infront of the aundience and the lecturer? Goodddd,I don't like this I don't like this!So anyway!It's already revision week and I can't wait for the semester break!Gosh I really need to be away from college life!I really need time for myself but thinking of myself without money.Oh nooo. Well,just wait for the money then. Hehehe,can't wait to have the Iphone4s to be mine!Ngeeee! :D

Too many things need to be done.

God,please I need a break!Ughhh!!

I wasn't sorry.

I refused to say the words.The words that shows that I was really deeply "Sorry" for everything that I've done before.I was really reluctant to say that I was sorry and yes I wasn't sorry after all.I was mad,I was really mad. I don't find it fun any longer to be the most important person that could stand to sit next to you and be the for you.I was hurt and I had enough.We're not like before and I'm happy to be on my way than stay here and be with you.As time flies,we will learn something that we never expect to be the great thing that happens to us.I wasn't sorry leaving you,I wasn't sorry for crying,I wasn't sorry for being mad,I wasn't sorry to be the last to know that you are really bad ass.I wasn't sorry.It's my choice and not yours.

Copeland - Chin Up

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Maybe we should only
Tip a bottle back to keep us filled up.

Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Everybody knows that,
You’d break your neck to keep your chin up.

Dear tuesday,I really hate you.