I don't really hope that much.

Yes,I don't really hope for you to come as for the reason wanted to be with me.For me,that is not enough to fullfill all the inquiries  that I put in the list "Boyfriend & other wish list".I don't really hope that much,that's all I can say.Be what you can be,be what you wanted to be,be what the best you can be,be the real you.The real person that changes everything,how people thinks about put it aside.They don't know what we know,what we have and what we share together.I want you to be mine but I guess I don't have that guts to tell that I really like you and I want to share everything that I have with you.You know what? Thats sucks.To be in silent and no one knows the idea why and why and why I'm like this.Hmm,I wish I have that strength to tell everything and know you better.I'm sorry,I don't brave enough to show you what I want to show.Sorry. :(